123.4 damn pounds

I've seen that same damn number for a week. I'm glad I got under 125, but this is just rediculous. My hip bones are starting to come out again, but it's not enough. My control has been coming back slowly :) kinda happy about that. I can't wait to be under 120.

The only bad thing about this; my boyfriend will flip out and start watching me again. He wouldn't hug me or kiss me because he was afraid to break me.

But I don't care! I can get thin and I will hide it from him. I will be thin, no matter what.

-Cassie_

busy week

my manager has me work 6 days this week, I was originally supposed to be off yesterday (thursday) but Stephanie called and asked if I could do a party and that she couldn't ask olivia cause she was already in the kitchen. So there goes  my day off, but I'm making more money.

My birthday is this coming up tuesday, my dad gave me his present already, got a kindle. Movie I ordered for myself came in the mail too.

my relationship with Derek is getting a little stressful. I'm the only one with a good paying job. He wakes up every morning at 6, leaves at 7 just to hang out at starbucks. Then when he manages to get an interview, "something always comes up" and he has probation fees to take care of. I can't pay his probation and save up for a car at the same time when I help pay bills for living rent free at my parents' house.

oh! I almost forgot! It seems that my body likes me again and has decided to start losing. :) I'll keep you posted.

-Cassie-