It's been almost a year since I last posted. Last thing I wrote about was dieting and Derek trying to make me better. WELL!!!! He dumped me for this girl who I absolutely hate. I went into this deep depression for months and continued to lose weight. Winter came around and I steadily put on some weight for some reason. I always do that. I think my body does that like some hibernation thing. So after months of nothing, Christmas day I got a message from Derek saying how sorry and stupid he was. Yea ok...? So we're talking and we've had a few drunken sex, but I keep asking him what we are. He just says we're really close friends. I finally stood up and decided we're only friends, no more no less. I want more but I don't want to get hurt again.
On the plus side!!! I'm 130 right now. My resolution is to be 120 by April 11th. :D
